Sunday, December 19, 2010

guess i m 100% libraic

Traditional
Libra Traits


Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable


On the dark side....

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent


Compatibility of Libra Woman and Leo Man

The relationship will be full of love, romance, passion, fun and excitement. Even their chemistry will be great and there will be no problems. A Libra woman lacks the ability to make decisions which a Leo man can do perfectly therefore this love match has a good compatibility. She adores the beautiful things in life and he will be on her side. Libra women like to buy antiques and their male counter part are always ready to shed their pockets.

Sorry for the confusion

Monday, November 8, 2010

The Only Unsaid


If I happened to be so lucky,
If I can be successful enough,
I will find back what is being left behind,
I will try my very best.
Love to all.

Receiving help from an all mighty Doraemon!

Monday, October 11, 2010

Flying together

If you don't mind,
If you understand,
If you have the capacity,
If you have the space,
If you are able,
If you are bearable to the possibilities...
If you don't want any label,
If you don't want any confirmation,
If you don't des for any physical needs,

Then it is possible,
Then it can happen in a graceful way,
I demand a lot from you and especially from your-self,
Because I don't want you to be hurt.
I wanna take the responsibility.
I resist the offer of dependence.
I will change my mind in a blink of an eye.
For the fact that my decision belongs to many others.
I will take long time to evaluate all possible aspects,
The conclusion will change from time to time,
Affecting by total rational or a sudden switch to total emotional.
You have meet the wrong person,
And unfortunately you have fall for it.

I will be happy on that day that you and me finally awake.
We can fly together in total freedom...

Monday, August 23, 2010

Thanks for that signal

I was receiving a vivid brain signal from someone over the phone last night. Although he never say it out, but i knew that he was thinking that i had lost track of my reality. I am in fact very grateful for this.

Thanks ya~~~

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

to continue... Knight with a wooden sword

Tears keep flowing out from both of his eyes... he was so sorrow that he had lost all his hopes. He felt intense helplessness within.

this continued..... until his tear flooded the river bank and nearly drowning him. The water level was high up until his nostril..... He tried to shout and suddenly, someone slapped him at his face! He had been falling asleep in a bathtub as he was bathing. It was a dream. His wife just slapped him because he fell asleep and talking to himself. He kissed his wife while she was still nagging him, and he was thrilled, it was just a dream!!!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

A knight with a wooden sword

Once upon a time, there was a courageous and truthful knight. He would always fight and conquer like the other knights, for their own dignity and pride. However, no matter how much time he had fought for, he would always end up with many wounds on his body and failure.
One day, as the wounded knight was resting on the river bank, he realized that the sword he was holding was a wooden one and was already been cut. Tears flowing out from his eyes and he wondered why he couldn't see this, but till now. Desires were so strong, clouding his own eyes to see the reality.

Destiny

I recently only truly realized that each of us has a destiny. I was then told by my respectful one that we are all in fact being given something in life (maybe suffering, disease, poverty and so on..) to complete our journey of learning in the evolution of ourselves, the process of purification. “Let learning be the first priority of life.” “Gratefulness shall arise because “tasks” are given for us to complete ourselves.” I guess our “tasks” are exactly what we need.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Swimming, the counter-gravity therapy


I was adviced to swim everyday. As an average female, giving more sensitivity to the right hemisphere of brain, I was submerging myself in the pain and dizziness while ignoring what is commonsensibly known to be done.

After revising the past memories... try hard to achieve what i shouldn't have done at that moment, followed by failure, and saved by Guru, and again try hard... followed by failure, and saved by Guru, and then again try hard, followed by failure, and saved by Him... I finally see, i dont dare to say i can see all, but only a glimpse, of my stupidity, as i cannot guarantee myself for the next round of same routine, and i will not know how stupid again it will be.

Then i realised the tendency towards my emotion is because the longing for a relatedness, a feeling of being understood or rather an intimate feeling, which make me cannot let go.

I would say that i am really lucky to stil not involving myself in a couple relationship with anyone, cause i know i will be handicapped and running away, and tend to throw responsibility to him (guys, these are actually how a girl react in a relationship). Thus, giving me a chance to grow, though it is very slow...

Well, out of my failure comes the anguish and i admit that i actively involve in swimming is not that i know the benefit of it, but is to release some emotion, some anger, or trying to prove something... and it is still not something out of my rationalness.



But, surprisingly, i found swimming is a magical sport, which it harms none of my joints and recovering them instead. I feel so good and relief in the counter-gravity medium, allowing my body and mind to move how ever i want. And i found only in water, i am able to do a total stretch and yawn for my full body. I found my body have done greater expansion each time after leaving the pool. The tissues are unwinded, released and relieved. Although the strength of muscle built from swimming is to strong, but i believe it is a gradual process.

Therefore, please allow me to make a maybe-not-true-to-all hypothesis, that swimming is the ultimate sport for those who are lazy to pick up gravities to build muscles, or the emo type of person who want to improve their health.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Painting for charity



This is the mandarin duck painting that i've painted for charity.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

My Dear Little Friend

I've never thought that the stars that i am looking into my eyes are really Mars, Saturn or Jupiter.
I've never know that I am not alone walking on this path with the same struggles that you are having.
I've never imagined that I would have a chance to speak or to be heard by just looking into eyes.
I've never met someone who have the similar discoveries with depth that couldn't be easily expressed by words.
.... until your presence in my life.
The road might be bumpy and with lots of obstacles,
But, to have met you my little friend, Gate Gate Paragate, Parasamgate, Bodhi svaha...