Rescuing myself

I struggle as going through and being dragged in every scene and feeling unconsciously. To be free is to be conscious and objective, that's the only path.

Having an experiment in myself is like growing an embryo within. It needs total care, love, awareness, patience and discipline in order to allow it to grow strongly and continuously.

If we are sensitive enough, loving enough, I don't see any reason to not start rescuing ourselves as the whole world had gone so mad that we will only live miserably without the real answer within.

Gate gate para gate... Let's dis-cover ourselves, reveal the real joy within!

Prove ourselves = Failure

I had always try to prove myself,
To be a "somebody",
It has always come to failure,
Even at some point it seems success at the surface,
but it is always greed and hunger underneath,
hunger for more and more agreement, wealth and fame;
and sleepless night shadowing..

Now at least I am more awake;
When I saw the cause, it was just a total misunderstanding;
Of the whole society and culture;
In a continuous strong whorl of darkness
of which so rare to find people who will take responsibility;
and search within themselves to find the very source of light.

For now I will take my own;
and will share it to the others;
People just need very simple care;
Which i had been miser of for very long time.

Damn Lucky to be Unlucky

We will only realize once we are without,
We thought we are lucky but we are unlucky;
we thought we are unlucky but we are lucky.
Only if we realize, the darkness and the light will unite;
The curiosity of a sensitive heart is the key.
Risk all those can be risk
To find back and preserve our throbbing heart;
As it is the only treasure of our life.