A knight with a wooden sword

Once upon a time, there was a courageous and truthful knight. He would always fight and conquer like the other knights, for their own dignity and pride. However, no matter how much time he had fought for, he would always end up with many wounds on his body and failure.
One day, as the wounded knight was resting on the river bank, he realized that the sword he was holding was a wooden one and was already been cut. Tears flowing out from his eyes and he wondered why he couldn't see this, but till now. Desires were so strong, clouding his own eyes to see the reality.

Destiny

I recently only truly realized that each of us has a destiny. I was then told by my respectful one that we are all in fact being given something in life (maybe suffering, disease, poverty and so on..) to complete our journey of learning in the evolution of ourselves, the process of purification. “Let learning be the first priority of life.” “Gratefulness shall arise because “tasks” are given for us to complete ourselves.” I guess our “tasks” are exactly what we need.

Swimming, the counter-gravity therapy

I was adviced to swim everyday. As an average female, giving more sensitivity to the right hemisphere of brain, I was submerging myself in the pain and dizziness while ignoring what is commonsensibly known to be done.

After revising the past memories... try hard to achieve what i shouldn't have done at that moment, followed by failure, and saved by Guru, and again try hard... followed by failure, and saved by Guru, and then again try hard, followed by failure, and saved by Him... I finally see, i dont dare to say i can see all, but only a glimpse, of my stupidity, as i cannot guarantee myself for the next round of same routine, and i will not know how stupid again it will be.

Then i realised the tendency towards my emotion is because the longing for a relatedness, a feeling of being understood or rather an intimate feeling, which make me cannot let go.

I would say that i am really lucky to stil not involving myself in a couple relationship with anyone, cause i know i will be handicapped and running away, and tend to throw responsibility to him (guys, these are actually how a girl react in a relationship). Thus, giving me a chance to grow, though it is very slow...

Well, out of my failure comes the anguish and i admit that i actively involve in swimming is not that i know the benefit of it, but is to release some emotion, some anger, or trying to prove something... and it is still not something out of my rationalness.



But, surprisingly, i found swimming is a magical sport, which it harms none of my joints and recovering them instead. I feel so good and relief in the counter-gravity medium, allowing my body and mind to move how ever i want. And i found only in water, i am able to do a total stretch and yawn for my full body. I found my body have done greater expansion each time after leaving the pool. The tissues are unwinded, released and relieved. Although the strength of muscle built from swimming is to strong, but i believe it is a gradual process.

Therefore, please allow me to make a maybe-not-true-to-all hypothesis, that swimming is the ultimate sport for those who are lazy to pick up gravities to build muscles, or the emo type of person who want to improve their health.

Painting for charity

This is the mandarin duck painting that i've painted for charity.

My Dear Little Friend

I've never thought that the stars that i am looking into my eyes are really Mars, Saturn or Jupiter.
I've never know that I am not alone walking on this path with the same struggles that you are having.
I've never imagined that I would have a chance to speak or to be heard by just looking into eyes.
I've never met someone who have the similar discoveries with depth that couldn't be easily expressed by words.
.... until your presence in my life.
The road might be bumpy and with lots of obstacles,
But, to have met you my little friend, Gate Gate Paragate, Parasamgate, Bodhi svaha...

Thank you Taiwan

I found love and sharing on this piece of fertile land
fill with people of patience, gentleness and generosity

I am given a precious chance to unwind and unfold,
At the same time receiving so much blessing from the surroundings..
May the seed of love and kindness continue to grow and spread
May the light of wisdom continue to brighten the darkness of mankind.

Alleluya... Mamamia... Om Ma Ne Ped Me Hung...

Dear one

Dear one

I might not know what is within me though you can see,
Trusting without looking at myself, has always been;
Discovering the light in the dark, i am please;
But the sudden rays that shine into my eyes have make me tense,
You let me've known the possibilities of light within darkness.

Thank you for being my guiding light,
And please forgive my immaturity.